But I just wanted to tell you, that yea, they’re very gifted and so freaking smart. My god. Sometimes they still astonish me. I’m determined to become a teacher for Autistic children on some serious shit. <333
I’ve been researching medical marijuana and autistic kids. I want medical marijuana to be legal here!
Also, kids are mean! I found out this weekend that my mom’s boyfriends son (who’s autistic) gets bullied. Not all the time, though. But autistic kids look normal, they are normal. They’re just a tad bit different than most kids. And well, when other kids find out, they’re mean to him. -_____________-
I know there this alliance thing for anti-bullying, I think I’m gonna start looking it up so I can volunteer or something. :( I hate bullies.
I also cut my hair today……………………………….cut it all off. ;)
1. Take a 10-30 minute walk every day. And while you walk, smile. It is the ultimate anti-depressant. 2. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day. 3. Buy a DVR and tape your late night shows and get more sleep. 4. When you wake up in the morning complete the following statement, ‘My purpose is to __________ today.’ 5. Live with the 3 E’s — Energy, Enthusiasm, and Empathy. 6. Play more games and read more books than you did in 2009. 7. Make time to practice meditation, and prayer. They provide us with daily fuel for our busy lives. 8. Spend time with people over the age of 70 and under the age of 6. 9. Dream more while you are awake. 10. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants. 11. Drink green tea and plenty of water. Eat blueberries, wild Alaskan salmon, broccoli, almonds & walnuts. 12. Try to make at least three people smile each day. 13. Clear clutter from your house, your car, your desk and let new and flowing energy into your life. 14. Don’t waste your precious energy on gossip, OR issues of the past, negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment. 15. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime. 16. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a college kid with a maxed out charge card. 17. Smile and laugh more. It will keep the nagative blues away. 18. Life isn’t fair, but it’s still good. 19. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. 20. Don’t take yourself so seriously. No one else does.21. You don’t have to win every argument. Agree to disagree. 22. Make peace with your past so it won’t spoil the present. 23. Don’t compare your life to others’. You have no idea what their journey is all about. 24. No one is in charge of your happiness except you. 25. Frame every so-called disaster with these words: ‘In five years, will this matter?’ 26. Forgive everyone for everything. 27. What other people think of you is none of your business. 28. Remember God heals everything. 29. However good or bad a situation is, it will change. 30. Your job won’t take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch. 31. Get rid of anything that isn’t useful, beautiful or joyful. 32. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need. 33. The best is yet to come. 34. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up. 35. Do the right thing! 36. Call your family often. 37. Each night before you go to bed complete the following statements: I am thankful for _______. Today I accomplished ____. 38. Remember that you are too blessed to be stressed. 39. Enjoy the ride. Remember this is not Disney World and you certainly don’t want a fast pass. You only have one ride through life so make the most of it and enjoy the ride. 40. Laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you can’t change.
I don't care if you're an atheist, a christian, a buddhist, agnostic, a wiccan, or any of those other religions. I don't care if you're gay, lesbian, bisexual, trans, or anything like that. I don't care if you're black, white, latino, or any other race. I don't care. As long as you're nice and just an all around amazing person, I will be your friend.
Today we were bathing my gf’s sisters two boxers. They’re about 8 or 9 months and weight at least or more than 50 lbs each. I washed one and my gf washed one and I would rinse one and she would rinse the other. I must say, it was the most interesting dog bath I’ve ever done. Quite funny, might I add. They’re both huge, half my height, almost. They’re also very hyper, which made it even funnier. lol.
Today was/is July 6th, 2010. Today was also my 4 year & 5 month month-iversary. I actually didn’t sleep at all today. Stayed up full 24 + hrs. -_________- Went to get an oil change and my tires rotated/checked. We ran to my gf’s mom’s job to pick up some stuff then went to Michaels and Walmart. Last week, we made tie dye shirts. I’ve been wanting to make them for foreverrrr, now that I have the time, we made some. We went to Michaels to buy more dye to make more shirts. :) We went home and I rested/watched Veronica Mars for about 10 mins. Got dressed in the most “professional”/not raggedy looking clothes I could find and headed my happy ass to court. I’m getting sued ‘cause I owe a credit card a few hundred…or thousand bucks. lmao. Whatevs. It was such a waste of time. My gf and I froze in the stupid courthouse but I was so intrigued with the structure of the fucking building and all it’s fucking detail. It’s ridiculous. The bathrooms were 50+ years old, it was awesome. I took a picture of the bathroom stall door lock. lmaooooo. Downtown Miami (where I was) reminds me of New York in some ways. Busy, buncha little shops, messy. lmao. After being there for about, 3 hours and spending 24 fucking bucks for parking, we head home so I can change. All the days events and my sleepiness caught up to me. I ended up falling asleep and since we still had more stuff to do, we postponed our trip to Orlando until tomorrow morning. I woke up around 7ish and we went back to Walmart to pick up some stuff and met my gf’s mom at a grocery store to give her some other stuff. lmao. I felt like I was doing some illegal activity. We went home, ate hot dogs like true hispanics. ;) lmao. Watched more Veronica Mars and now I’m here….writing this. Kinda sleepy (for once) wanting to burn some cd’s for our road trip and make some bracelets. So here I go. :) lol.
I leave for Orlando tomorrow for a week. It’ll be fun. lol. But I kinda wanna buy some pot and smoke it up there. We’re gonna be staying at my gf’s sisters house and that area just seems so awesome to experience while high. lol. I think my gf will kill me once she reads this. lmaoooo.
I’m excited, though, to go. Honestly. Hopefully we really like it over there. There’s been talk of mooooooving up there. :) lmao. We need some change.
honestly, how the fuck do you explain the feeling of love? You feel good, it makes you happy. You get butterflies in your tummy when the person you love gives you that “look”. You get tired of them but at the same time you can’t get enough of them. It’s an unexplainable feeling that you just can’t help enjoy. Love could be everything, but it could also destroy you. Love can suck but it could be the most amazing thing.
What I ate today….lmao. For “breakfast” at 1 p.m., I shared a bag of Honey Chicken Tenders with my girlfriend and my mom. They were pretty good with some BBQ sauce. My girlfriend’s kind of convinced they look like mozzarella sticks. lmao. I recently saw a recipe to make cake balls online and decided to make them. Since my girlfriend can’t eat chocolate, which is how the recipe was, we made yellow cake dipped in peanut butter. I had a few bites of those. Tasted a bit odd, but it was alright. Since I was going to make that batch for her and the chocolate batch for my mom and I, the chocolate cake was there. I decided to just frost it up and not make the balls. I ate some of that cake, fucking good as shit. While watching Hocus Pocus today and cuddling with our dog, I was munching on some pretzel stick. (the best ever!) andddd that’s about it. It’s 4th of July, I’m allowed to eat all the junk food I want today. idgafffff. :))))))
My parents, that’s never an easy topic. My dad, he just sucks. I resent him a lot but time and time again I’ve tried to forgive him. My dad has been in prison more than half of my life. I can honestly say I’ve seen him a total of 15 times. No lie. I guess you can say he’s tried, but not hard enough. I care for him deeply but I think he will never have nor earn that spot as my father, ever. He betrayed my brother and I and he will never get the love he wants. Life’s a bitch but you shouldn’t have been a prick.
My mom, she’s something else. She and I had the best relationship when I was younger but the day I told her I was gay, everything changed. To me, it seemed like I was the biggest mistake she’s ever made. I was 15 and never felt so alone. I mean, my mom has never been the type to talk to me about emotions and things like that nor cry in front of me. It was just the way she was raised and the way I was raised but I knew I could always count on her to be there for me even if I didn’t have to tell her anything. But after that day, everything changed. Not only was I dealing with depression from a year before, just having my mom pretty much turn the other cheek on me killed me even more. She didn’t talk to me for a weak, its better than kicking me out, I know. But I would’ve rather have had her kick me out and not deal with her, than her pretty much ignore me and treat me like I was some sort of monster. I hit a real big rebellious stage after I came out. I got really into drinking and lots of drugs. I was into the cutting scene a lot more, lame, I know. But it’s just one of those things you experiment with and stick with. I’m not sure if realized what I was doing, if she did, she had a real good way of not showing it. I would disobey her a lot, leave for days without calling her, leave without her permission, talk back. It was a mess. We could never have a conversation without it ending badly. She was miserable, as was I. Things weren’t getting better or easier. Finally I moved out and things changed. I talked to her about 5 times or so in one year, and I hadn’t moved very far. The year after that, I started coming over her house more and more and we started talking more. She ended up confessing that she had little “buddies”, in other words, fuck buddies, and I was completely cool and grossed out with that. My mom is still young and she looks good, I love her. She deserves as much happiness as I do. Things are not as they used to be, we’re both happy and our relationship is fucking awesome.
I got an interesting “question” from someone anonymous today. It was actually quite dumb, in my honest opinion. It said I had a rude username and some other crap about being supportive about equality but apparently not racial equality due to my username. First off, anon, it’s JUST a username. If you don’t like it, bitch to the other god knows how many people with “rude” usernames. It’s seriously JUST tumblr. Second, if you felt THAT offended, man the fuck up and post the question with your actual username. If you don’t have a tumblr, get the fuck off my page. Plain and simple. Third, you’re fucking dumb. Get over it.
Why do people have to be stupid? -.- Everyone is entitled to their opinion but it’s MY page so whatever. fuck you.
If my username offends anyone, please let me know.
They say every person you love always tends to be a different type of love. You lust over someone and you think it’s love. You truly do love someone, but you’re not IN love with them. There’s all types of love. I could tell you the time I was about, 5 and I thought I was in love with my best friend. Or I could tell you about the girl I thought I was in love with just because she gave me the time of day. Or I could just simply tell you about the girl I’m in love with now. She’s magnificent and she’s everything I hoped for. I’m not saying it isn’t real love, but if later on it ends up being something else other than what we have now, I don’t care because what we have now IS love. It’s something that we both cherish and appreciate. I love her and she loves me and for right now, it’s more than what most people have. It’s worth fighting for. We don’t have some cutesy love story. We met through myspace ages ago, when it was cool and not lame like it is now. It was just a typical myspace friendship at first. We ended up figuring out we know some of the same people and it went from there. One day she told me she liked me and the feeling was mutual. Although I had gotten out of a relationship not long before we start liking each other, it didn’t matter because things with her just clicked. I knew from the moment I met her, what we had would be some big and something great…and it is.